Of Intentions and Idols (Let Us Run)

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I sat with my class in a corner of the sanctuary, music played throughout the building, people sang and prayed and worshiped. I saw children running, only to be stopped by concerned parents and shushed by the present clergy. This was a sacred place, a holy place to encounter the divine.

And on the stage, one might’ve expected to see a pulpit rising above the crowd. But instead, there stood several monolithic statues, faces etched from stone, frozen in time forever, or at least until the years ate away at them, paint faded and crumbling. These were the gods and goddesses of the Hindu faith, impersonal sentinels with stony faces looking toward their devoted worshipers indifferently.

A lot of folks, especially those of my own religion, would compare this scene to that of an ancient city in an ancient world that bears no resemblance to our own. But that is not true. It is a world we live in, and a world we find ourselves entrenched in, even in the Christian faith.

A few years ago I had the opportunity to travel to a Hindu temple in Charlotte. It was an interesting experience, one where I gained much respect for the people, but also came away with a deeper understanding of my own sinfulness.

This particular instance was a more vivid depiction of idolatry than I’d ever seen in my own American dream-ridden life or in the lives of the people around me. It’s a lot less subtle when you watch people literally bowing down to and offering food to statues who will never be able partake of it. But what I saw there was a reflection of my own heart and my own proclivities.

Tim Keller, hearkening back to John Calvin, says that our hearts are idol factories. This means that something about human nature points to the inescapable fact that we are wired for worship. And if God is not the center of our worship, we will surely find something to take his place. I saw people in that temple physically bowing down to idols, participating in what we would call idolatry, but hey! At least they are honest about it.

Myself and so many of those I love fill their lives with a plethora of distractions and luxuries that we like to pretend have no ultimate grip on our lives. And idolatry barely ever starts out as a bad thing…Idolatry, in its simplest form is making good things ultimate things. It is where admiration turns to obsession, where appreciating God’s good gifts becomes focusing more on the gift than on the Giver, where want becomes overwhelming need.

Here’s a good test for whether or not that thing you love is an idol to you: If it were to be taken away, could you go on living? Obviously, I’m not talking about enough food to live or water. But the point is that the problem doesn’t lie in the idols themselves, many of these things are innately good gifts from God. But the problem is somewhere deeper, the problem is inside of us, in our hearts. We are desperate to worship, but not so desperate to be obedient to the thing we worship. Which is why worshiping God seems so difficult, because of what that demands of us.

But the catch is that you cannot worship anything without obeying it, whether you realize it or not. All this makes me thing about that anti-smoking commercial that was floating around a while back. Here it is:

The thing is, whatever you devote all of your time, energy, and devotion to will stop being a good gift to be used and start making the rules for you. You build your life around the thing you idolize. We turn good gifts like sex into porn, prostitution, and nymphomania. We turn food into gluttony or anorexia and bulimia. We make something good sinful and let it reign over our lives. Instead of God.

I have a lot to learn about idolatry, but I see it in my everyday life. My prayer for myself as well as for those who are reading this is that we will return to Christ, worship him as he ought to be worshiped, and place our affections on him, and not on the idols that we hold dear. It is God’s desire for us to seek first the Kingdom, and it is my desire that that would be my desire as well.

“You never go away from us, yet we have difficulty in returning to You. Come, Lord, stir us up and call us back. Kindle and seize us. Be our fire and our sweetness. Let us love. Let us run.”-Saint Augustine

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Author: panicpreacherpanic

I am not good.

13 thoughts on “Of Intentions and Idols (Let Us Run)”

  1. It’s easy to get out of focus and even as a Christian, I’ve been guilty of placing other things in my heart, where only God belongs. For me, it was family and I went through a lot of suffering before I understood what I was doing was wrong because family is so often, idolized in church. Living by what we can’t see is hard and it’s easy to misplace our devotion. I’m very thankful for forgiveness and all those second and third chances God gives me to get it right.

  2. Hi Stephen,

    Like you, I have a lot to learn about idolatry and been guilty of not giving my full heart to Jesus. He should be the only one sitting there. By His grace, He is enabling me to surrender and to fully commit my life to Him.

    Great perspective!

    Luna

  3. Idolatry is a stronghold and it is something we must fight everyday because the smallest things we will find ourselves getting attached to. It is also my desire for us to be better Christians as we should watch and pray and let the scriptures continue to remind us who God is.

  4. I like the Tim Keller reference. We are idol factories. Personally ministry so easily becomes that idol because God told me to do it, but He didn’t tell me set it on the center stage instead of Him. idolatry is so layered because we fall into it so easy.

  5. Thanks for sharing this. Like you, I have a lot to learn about idolatry. I remember what our pastor shared with us about this topic. It is important to always remind ourselves of who our God is. Anything that dominates or controls our life becomes our god.

  6. This is eye-opening and truthfully written. Yes, even the smallest thing can become an idol. Even the work we do for Him can sometimes come before being in His presence, which is something He never intended for us. I constantly need to be reminded of this.

    Thank you for sharing this with us… great read!

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